可愛い世界

2008-12-17T21:29:00.001+08:00

Haiz so sianzz.. i wan to change job!!!

2008-08-29T00:58:00.000+08:00

hmmmm 怪怪的。。。

2008-08-21T00:07:00.003+08:00

Something scary happen to me 2 days ago!!! Hmm quite a long story have to start the story from me having my course now...

The course im attending now is held concurrently w another lang course so there are 2 diff classes. So I dunno all in the other class but since we know who we are we will just 打招呼coz of courtesy sake.

2 days ago after class as usual i was waiting for my frds at the front gate. Suddenly a guy from the other class just pop out n pass a present with a note to me! I was so stunned I dunno how to react!! Before I can recover n return the thing to him, he 'ran' off.

Shit! What am I supposed to do with the present?! Argh!! so paiseh!! Luckily course ending in 2 days time if not dunno how to avoid him.. crap!! I was so freak out!!

2008-08-03T14:42:00.009+08:00

Ok I think it might be a bit late to post my convo photos now but hey late is better than none isnt it??

Convo is fun because of my great pals - the chair n vice-chair of the 38 club heh. The ceremony quite boring though. But I kind of regret that I did not bring my cam along so that i can take pics inside with my groupmates but oh well..

Stupid me din check the lifespan of my cam and in the end i only manage to take a few pics before declaring its death. Luckily Jieqi brought her professional cam along. Haha and so we were able to take "mei mei" pics. So most of my pics are with her. May post more when i receive all the pics from her. Anyway I love all the pics we took coz I think it's very hilarious lolx. Sad to say all the funny pics with JQ T_T

My parents are graduating too lolx

Me and my family

Advertising pic for NUS recruitment =D

3 career women lolx

2008-07-29T18:10:00.002+08:00

I was so delight to open my heart to you
I was so happy when you walk into my heart
I thought you would be the last
I have never expect that you would close your heart
I thought by opening mine you would open your's too
But I was wrong
Too wrong
Very wrong

You break the very heart that I open up to you
Left me alone to pick up the broken pieces
I tried my best to glue the broken pieces
Thought that you will be gone from my heart once I mend it
Yet halfway through the mending
You want me to open up my heart
To allow you to enter again
To allow you to mend my heart

I hand the keys to my heart to you once again
Thinking my fragmented heart will be whole again
I'm wrong once again
You have chosen to smash it into smaller pieces
Once again you left
Leaving me alone to fix the fragmented pieces

How am I going to gather the fragmentation?
How am I going to mend the pieces?
How am I going to make it whole?
How am I going to make the scar disappear?

I have lost my key
How am I going to open up my heart?

I hate you
For losing my key
I hate you
For abandoning me alone to fix it
I hate you
For I wouldnt know how to open it again
I hate you
For making me trust you yet losing the trust again
I hate you
Cause i couldnt bring myself to hate you...

2008-07-27T01:48:00.001+08:00

wouldnt it be good if there is a pill that allows you to forget about everything once you consume it?

2008-07-23T10:14:00.003+08:00

Year 2008 is a sucky year with so many deaths and separation. It seems to be a lesson to remind me that death and separation are inevitable part of life. So to treasure the people around you.

I believe that putting in your 100% will translate to show how much you treasure a person. However it seems like this "logic" is flawed. Putting in your 100% is nothing if not reciprocated. Putting in your 100% will only serve to hurt you more, and create unneccessary delusion. Creating confusion, uncertainty and pain.

So to prevent the same thing from happening, should I adopt an indifferent attitude? Should I just put in 75% or less of my effort instead of all?

I thought I can accept it coolly. Yet another delusion created by myself. But I believed I can overcome it. It's not the first time but I sure hope it's the last time.

2008-07-22T19:48:00.002+08:00

Think recently my post been very depressing, time to write something happy..
My frd's bf had proposed to her and they are getting married next happy. So happy for her since they have been in a relationship for about 8 years. Of course I'm excited partly coz Im going to be her bridesmaid. I have nvr been one and is looking forward to it.

Besides being happy, the news also make me realise that it seems like we are reaching another so-called turning point in our life. We are actually old enough to get married. I begin to wonder what my future be like. I have never thought of settling down since we are still considered young. But the thought of being married actually terrified me too. I dont want to grow old alone but I dont want to get married also. I have also begin to feel that my life is so empty with no achievement. I have no skills. What do I want in future? My future seems so far away.
24 - an age when you are not young or old..

2008-07-19T00:27:00.003+08:00

Just tell me what you want, and I will give it to you.... Keeping quiet is just a torture to me..

2008-07-14T22:15:00.001+08:00

Am I deceiving myself? Am I thinking too much? Am I too sensitive?? T_T
Exhausted...

2008-07-13T02:19:00.002+08:00

Who can I turn to? What can I do?

Life is so tiring..

2008-06-29T00:45:00.005+08:00

Sometimes when you are too deep inside, you need a 3rd party perspective to get a clearer picture. I think I have become too engrossed in my own doubts that it has clouded my vision.

Have thought too much. Have become too sensitive. Have become too insecure. Have become too demanding. Have become too self-centered. Have neglected the other party's feeling. I have sunk deeper into my own world. Sunk deeper into my own thoughts and imagination that I've become oblivious to the reality. Become too paranoid. Become too skeptical. Become too doubtful. At a loss of what to do.

Luckily been able to withdraw myself out before I sink deeper into my own moody world. Thanks to another perspective, which made me realise that I've always been taking things for granted. I have reached the stage that I believed that whatever I've been receiving is not a privilege but an entitlement. But it has dawned unto me that this is not the case. I have mistaken these privileges as entitlements coz I have been getting it without realising my fortune. I have been clouded by my own high expectations without realising that my demands have skyrocketed to an unreasonable stage. Yet these unreasonable demands have always been fulfilled.

Thankfully I've snapped out of my own world. Thanks to that 1 sentence. That particular 1 sentence help to bring me back to the reality. That 1 sentence help to clear up my foggy vision. That 1 sentence help to pull me out from my moodiness. My vision is not as blur as before. Everything has become clearer. I've become even more certain now.

2008-06-24T23:06:00.002+08:00

Back from Japan for about 2 days.. Hahaha but very lazy to write about my trip!!! It's fun of course!! lol.. Plus i get to see my darling.. But realise that I miss him more after the trip back.. 1 week is just not enough!!! ok shall write abt my trip next time wen i have the mood lolx..

2008-05-24T20:09:00.001+08:00

3rd death in my life within half a year.

2008-05-24T19:59:00.003+08:00

ALWAYS ON MY MIND

In loving memory of my baby Pickles
Feb 2005 - 24 May 2008, 1510hr

2008-05-21T00:15:00.003+08:00

yoz ahling, this is my baby, pickles. Very CUTE hor!!!!!!!!!!!! haha just like me =P But now he is quite ill so appetite not as good as before. He was very fat and chubby but now slim down le. Only left 3/4 of his original size. These are his old photos when he was stil very greedy and chubby. Havent transfer his recent photos haha.

2008-05-18T22:40:00.003+08:00

It's not even the middle of the year, but this year has already been quite eventful for me. Not that all are bad things but most of it are. And I'm feeling quite tired and frustrated.

Last year dec, coming to Jan this year, my greataunt passed away. I'm actually quite close to her and she used to dote on me. So I actually feel quite guilty that I did not get to see her for the last time. Within that month that she passed away, I went to visit her twice, but did not get to talk to her. First time that I went, she was sleeping. Twice time, she was sent to hospital due to complications. And the last time was the time that she was gone.

Subsequently, early this year I was "busy" looking for job. I think it should be considered relatively smooth for me. Though I got a few rejections, I still managed to secure one, and me rejected a few lolx, despite the not so good market and economy.

So I started a new life in Feb. A diff life that I had always lived in my 24 years. After started working, I just feel that my whole life is actually quite boring and meaningless. Everyday I just work. In the past, I hope that my work can actually make a diff to someone's life. To help them in some ways. But think I overestimated myself. And after started working, I realised that to struggle in a world alone, to fend off "arrows", to be always aware of what to say or not to say, to pretend to be friends with people you cannot stand, is a very tiring, mentally and physically, and exhausting affair. Working without motivation is a torture. But in life not everything can go your way. Somehow this is a practical world. Even if it's torturous, you still have to do it to survive.

It's nice to have dreams when you are young. But you need a lot of motivation and determination to pursue your dream. The energy to pursue what you dream for will wane as you stay in a dog world for long. However, I'm still happy to get a decent job and at least I dun really hate it. Just that I'm feeling stressed cause I have high expectations. So whenever I made a mistake or don't understand something, I will feel very demoralised.

Mar was a time when everything just came together, one after another. First my grandma passed away. Handling a funeral is a very mental draining affairs. And it didn't help when your father is not on good terms with your uncle. But luckily for me I don't need to handle them. This kind of tough affair is my bro's job. But to hear my father repeating his grouses over and over again didn't serve much to reduce the vexation. And the grumble doesn't stop after the funeral ended, it continued everyday, every moment.

Apr was the time when my darling went over to Japan. To me it's a test of our relationship again. Cause I will throw tantrum every now and then when he is not with me. It's just so weird not to have him around.

Now May, almost everyone in my family seems to be taking turn to fall sick. My mom "sprained" her ankle. But till now it's our and the doc's assumption that she sprained her ankle. Cause she herself didn't even know whether she sprained her ankle or not and when she hurt it. During this period, I realised that I hate to do housework. Everyday after work, I had to rush home to do the housework. After I'm done with the work, it will be time for me to sleep. Now I know why is it so important for the ladies in my office to knock off on the dot and to rush back home after work. It's really amazing that they can endure it for so many years.

After my mom recovered, she suddenly felt the pain at her ankle again this week. But at least not as serious as the previous time. At this same period my father ankle is in pain too and can barely walk. Just 1 week ago, pickles had diarrhea and had to bring him to doc. After taking med for a few days, he was getting better. But his appetite is not returning. Nontheless at least his dumps were not as wet. And he was able to shit out. During the time he had diarrhea, his shit just stuck in his butt and we had to dig it out for him. But now, few days after he recovered, he is having diarrhea again. And he is not eating and drinking. Have to bring him to vet again. Guinea pig life span is about 4-5 years, but he is only 3 years and 3 months old. I'm worried that it's cause of his age. But he still "seems" young to me. And I really hope it's not due to his age.

I don't know what will happen in the later part of the year. But till now I feel that it had been rather eventful already. Which is quite unusual compared to previous years.

Feeling so moody and tired.

2008-05-05T21:09:00.002+08:00

Have you ever been in a situation whereby you don't know whether you have been touched? Today the bus was crowded as usual. And I was the last few, the 2nd last to be exact, to board the bus. After I got on the bus, there was no space so I had to stand on the upper step of the bus. I was just waiting for the bus to go. Suddenly, I think someone grope or touched my butts. So I turned back and saw an Indian guy. He was in a good mood as he was humming some song. When I turned back, he immediately said sorry. But I just glared at him. And he immediately stop humming.
I don't know whethe he did it intentionally or it was an accident. As he was standing behind me and I was in front of the scanning machine. He will have to bypass me to scan his card. So I hope that it was really an accident. And I don't want to think too much of it. At least for the rest of the journey, everything was fine.

2008-04-25T21:42:00.000+08:00

simply just cant stand some pple!!

2008-04-20T21:49:00.002+08:00

Been jogging for a month le and today feel so proud of myself coz I complete a cycle without much difficulty!! Going to venture further than the distance now.. Haha feel so satisfactory with myself lolx.
Haha since starting work, quite worried that I will have a tummy (though I have liao lolx) and a big and flat butt so force myself to exercise at least once a week. Hope I will be disciplined enough. Luckily I have HM to jog with me, that's why will have the motivation. If not I think I will be too lazy to continue my routine. lolx.

2008-04-13T20:17:00.003+08:00

Today dyed my hair purple and my mom and bro thought that I dyed BLACK T_T.. Haha but it's what I wan those very dark purple which will only reveal under the sun.

Can see the colour??

Spent a lot today!! Xin tong!! Cant imagine that I spent 300plus within a day *faint*
Bought a hair dryer for 70. Eyeliner and makeup base for another 70. But think I have to give the eyeliner to someone else coz it will smudge.. Haiz think I cannot have eye makeup.

Bought a useless eye makeup remover too. The salesgal told me it's not oily so wont have white head. But right after I used it, the little white heads appear. It's not 1 somemore, it's 3. I almost faint.

I think coz I din go shopping for a long time.

Oh bought a shoe think it's very nice lolx.. though not my style now.

2008-04-07T21:20:00.004+08:00

What a day!!!

Just had a haircut so have to wake up early to blow my hair T_T
When I try to tie the ribbon that was on my (new yet not very new) top, the ribbon just snapped! What a thing to happen when I was rushing for time. In the end I left my house later than usual, so I have to rush. On my way to work, I tripped and almost fell. The only lucky thing is that I didn't fall cause it was by the roadside. So if I really fell, it will b quite a bad fall. Furthermore I was wearing skirt! Can't imagine the scene lolx. And when I bought soya milk, I gave less than what it costs haha so paiseh.. But at least the rest of the day went quite ok though not very smooth too..

Well I'm having mixed feeling about my new haircut and received mixed comments too. But I just have to stick with it unless I want to just snap it very short.

So which one nicer? Tie or don't tie?

2008-02-16T23:47:00.002+08:00

Been working for 2 weeks but I have been doing nothing, except reading newspaper and shake legs. So bored! I understand that they don't want to overwhelm me with the work but I feel that I am wasting time. Haha... Should do something more constructive, like relearn my Japanese lolx.. Well I should treasure this period too since when work begin to start officially I may not have the opportunity to knock off on the dot.

Actually I am quite worried about my own capability. I am not sure I am up to the job or not. Needs to have a lot of background knowledge which I am bad at and is something which I don't have. Seriously I need to build up my knowledge but I don't know where to start from. T_T

My darling got the reply from Rikkyo to go for SEP on April but my boss plans to send me for a course on june which will stretch up to August, so my plan to go Japan on July is blasted. T_T

I WANT TO GO JAPAN!!!!

2008-01-21T23:32:00.000+08:00

Went to watch "Nanking" today. Have a lot of thoughts after watching this show. For one, it was claimed to be a true story by the producer. My darling and i have opinions on this statement. Who can be so 100% sure that what they know about what had happened in the past is the truth? I mean everyone has their own perspectives and views on what has happened. So everyone tells a different story. Every story is true to the extent that it is being experienced by the person narrated it. And so it cannot really be considered as the whole truth to an incident. And the movie is actually more like telling the Nanking incident from many people's perspective. So i feel it is at best a combination of autobiographies, not the truth. Who is in the best position to state that whether a piece of information is the truth or not? I do not think that anyone is.
Furthermore, as quoted from my darling, even a history text can be considered a fiction. Simply because it is written by a human. He has his own thinking, beliefs, concepts and etc. He wrote what he knows and what he believes in what has happened. At best it can be deemed as his perspective of an incident that occurs in the past, namely the history. And those who can write about this socall true occurence in history are those who are educated and learned. So how representative is their knowledge of these "history". History that we know exists in certain form because they serve a purpose. It may or may not be true. But 1 thing is certain is that they are written from a particular perspective, as it is hard to stay neutral, though not impossible.
Other thoughts i have are that it's terrifying to know the horror things that a human can do to another. It seems that once rule and boundary are lifted off, humans can become beast. Bullying on those weaker ones. It's horrifying to imagine the things MAN, literally, can do to woman. It's just so disturbing.
And of course the better side, whereby there are still people, whom we considered as good, who do good deeds in times of turmoil. Human are so complicated. They can exist in 2 extremes. Doing horrible things. Yet there are others who lend a helping hand.
It's amazing how because to achieve the ambition of a person or a certain group of people that innocent lives are lost n tortured. So in situations like war, who is to blame? Can we really pinpoint who is at fault? Even if fault can be determined, should the whole country bear the burden n blame because of a certain group of person? Haiz dealing with humans usually involved a lot of unanswered questions.

2008-01-20T01:23:00.000+08:00

hohoho went to night safari yesterday with my darling and his frds. It was fun especially the shows tt we went to. It was great coz the previous time i went i din manage to catch the shows, which seems to be quite wasted.
The tribal performance was fantastic, with the dance, fire and lolx of course the hot hunks. Literally hot lolx. It was cool seeing them spurting fire from their mouths! It is so amazing! Given a chance, everyone shld go there to take a look! The most exciting part was wen zhuen got selected to join in the performance. But damn i was figuring out how to use his cam to shoot him that i miss certain part of his "performance". Good thing his friend took a video of the whole process! Haha but gosh it's so dangerous! lolx... how i wish i can watch it again!
oh the animals show is a must see too!we got a good view of it! And there is one time when the owl swish down from the top, he was so near tt i thought he will bump into my head lolx.
Haha din expect tt i will enjoy myself tt much. heh since i always tot tt singapore a boring place.

2008-01-13T21:19:00.001+08:00

hohoho nothing to do so did some stupid personality test

Which Winnie the Pooh Character Are You?
	You are Winnie the Pooh. Oh, bother. You are sweet, simple, and popular for your honesty and goodwill. Though you may be the biggest personality in the woods, you sometimes need the help of others in the brains department!
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

errr but i like piglet more leh lolx :P

Which Disney Princess Are You?
	You are Pocahontas. You defy convention and sometimes do what is considered taboo. Unfortunately, others do not always appreciate your differences, so it's good that you are so strong-willed. You are loyal and you believe in fate. Your true love will find you one day.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

What Animal Were You In Your Past Life?
	You were a unicorn. You were mysterious and noble. You have fairytale traits, and other people can only dream in envy. Your nature is completely impossible to decipher and behind all that, you know that you shine bright, for only the luckiest people get the chance to know you.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

What Kind of Guy Will You Fall For?
	You would fall for the geek. If you're looking for love, consider spending a little more time studying up in the library. To you, there's nothing more attractive than intelligence, shyness, and kindness; your future love may have four eyes and zero social skills, but he'll make up for it in brains and heart.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

hiakhiak it's undeniably that my darling is a geek. I think he is though outwardly he doesnt look like one (without his specs of course) lolx

Which Peanuts Character Are You?
	You are Charlie Brown. You are always optimistic and persistent, and everyone appreciates your simple sweetness. Sometimes, however, your anxieties get the best of you, and life's mysteries can confuse you.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

2008-01-12T02:16:00.000+08:00

haha havent been updating my blog coz has been slacking and just realise that slacking can increase one's laziness. Havent been doing much. And it's only recently that i started to send my resume hoho. Hope they will reply soon.
Just got a part-time job too. Hope i can settle my perm job fast since the temp job is not really the kind i like.

2007-12-08T16:17:00.000+08:00

im done with my final paper. literally it's my last paper of my tertiary life. A bit lost from then dunno wat to do. Haiz what job to apply?? hmmmm
Oh well. anyway this sem seems to be cursed. I di not finish all my papers T_T. Although it may not b a lot of marks but it make a lot of difference since it so competitive. Want to enjoy first before starting work but seems to be quite impossible coz im quite broke!! oh well wat to do im not bornwith a silver spoon in my mouth. Mine is only a plastic spoon. haha. need to source for work!
Looking for a part-time job so that july i can go over to Tokyo to look for my darling, as he will be going there for SEP. Plan to go for a month n it's only possible if im working part-time. So If you have a part-time job available let me know k :D. Thanks in advance lol :P

2007-11-11T20:01:00.000+08:00

MONEY a powerful yet sinful tool ever created by human.
It may not be able to solve a lot of problems but it can create a lot of problems.
You may not desire for it, but without it its existence become salient.
Having it may not ensure you happiness, but not having it will render you helpless.

2007-10-11T00:26:00.000+08:00

Nothing to do, dunno wat to do, dun feel like studying, tot tt been a long time since i post sth, so here am i!!! lolx. Actually nothing exciting going on. Just tt been to an interview with the Mindef. Not really interview but it's a cog test. I think i screwed up coz i din know there is a written test so i din prepare. I think i dun do well in the cog test as well. haha but oh well it's an experience. It's not like everyone get a chance to go to Mindef muhaha. They said they will contact me next week but i doubt so. lolx.

My head going to burst soo. dunno y been getting dizzy spells n headache recently. Hurts so much that i feel like smashing my head on the wall.

been busy with school. Not very busy. Just finished 2 midterms last week, so this week a bit slack. but it lasts for a while only. Since all my deadlines r coming soon again. So sian =_=

ok back to stoning again lolx

There is still good soul ard ;)

2007-10-02T17:25:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was madness. Cut myself. Lost my thumbdrive. Getting irritated for the whole day. Dunno what's went wrong. Perhaps it's because it's the first day of school since the term break (what nonsense i know haha).

Anyway the yoga was good. Perspire a lot, at least i felt lighter lolx. Ate too much during the term break. While studying, I was eating snack for the whole day, apart from having the proper 3 meals per day. Growing fatter argh!

Anyway today my mood is slightly better (thanks to my parents that my day started in a "fantastic" manner *roll eyes*). Im so glad that i found my thumbdrive. Feel so relieved that i got back all my data inside *clap clap*. Really grateful to the person who pass the drive to the uncle-in-charge. Although i dunno who this person is, seriously i need to thank him or her. I believe 好人有好报. At least he/she wont be cursed by me if he/she din turn up the drive hiakhiak.

Nice to know that there is still good soul in this world.

Role reverse - My darling is a female

2007-09-18T14:06:00.000+08:00

My Darling's "evaluation"

Your Brain is 93% Female, 7% Male

You have the brain of a girly girl
Which isn't a bad thing at all
You're emphatetic, caring, and in tune with emotions.
You're a good friend and give great advice.

What Gender Is Your Brain?

You Inner Gender is Female

You're sensitive, caring, and willing to connect with anyone who's open to you.
You make friends easily, and you enjoy all sorts of conversations.
You understand most people you meet - better than they understand themselves.
You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your soul is female.

What's Your Inner Gender?

Mine

Your Brain is 60% Female, 40% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

You Inner Gender is Female

What's Your Inner Gender?

玉ちゃん！！ちゅ可愛い！！

2007-09-15T22:18:00.000+08:00

玉ちゃん is so cute!! it's from my darling which make it the cutest turtle haha. The name has a story. For those who have read the manga "Love Hina" will know that there is a turtle, which can fly, called 小玉 (which is 玉ちゃん in japanese). The turtle is the cutest thing inside the manga lolx. My fav character in it haha. Haha since they look so alike so he is called 玉ちゃん ! lolx

TATTOO!!

2007-09-15T21:04:00.000+08:00

Cool today did a lot of impromptu thingy. haha initial plan was to go to the dragon boat competition to give Junyi support then back to home to mug. Hahah but in the end, end up in chinatown to eat susages n tattoo!!

Ok i need to suppress my excitement to talk about my tattoo first. Talk about the exciting com first lolx.

It was exciting, for male and mixed category. The female category was.. erm.. slow. Haha think coz they have less strength ba. I can actually catch them on my cam, will mean they r not tt fast like the guys participants.

Well i din know that NUS dragon boat can actually be quite zhai. Both male group enter the semi and the senior further advance to championship final while the junior (which junyi is in) advance to the plate finals (god knows wat is that, even junyi doesnt know). It is considered good since the junior only spent 5 weeks training n they get to plate finals n their timing was 2:12:99 (note senior is 2:12:14). But din stay till the finals so dunno the results. Waiting for junyi to inform me.

But i think the senior shld b getting 2nd or 3rd. The fishermen definitely get 1st muahha (they r the team from philipines). The race is exciting coz you can see the way the boat move. Cool! fast! And you will not know which team will win, coz there is always some who will suddenly pick up speed n dash all the way. But then, the waiting is boring. Waiting for them to get ready n get to the starting pt, etc. The waiting makes us so tired from waiting lolx. Well enjoyed my 1st dragon boat competition viewing.

Me, Huimin n Junyi

Back to my tattoo. Of course it's not a real one. It's airbrush tattoo. Last for at most 10 days.

I find the design ok only. Wanted to get those which is longer horizontally. But those r not very nice. The stall in east coast has nicer design though more limited. Haha looks quite nice i feel, but think the design doesnt suit to be on the waist.

2007-09-14T00:01:00.001+08:00

Crap miss my lecture AGAIN!
It's the 10th lecture but I have only went for 2 so far..
Should not have chosen a morning lecture at 8.

what luck today. bump into uncivilized people. They r INDIANS. I suppose they r not local indians. I was queueing to buy sth. Helo cant they see that im queueing! They just went straight in front of me! pengz. Feel like scolding them. But on the account that they r kids n i dun wan to ruin my own mood i just close both eyes. And the person taking care of them din even do anything when she saw them cutting queue.

Ok i know your friends are in front but that dun give you the right to just go right in front and shove your stuff right under the nose of the cashier (the whole grp was jumping the queue)! What the heck!
And for the past 20 mins or some, it's just a bunch of sh** in front of the counter with the rest waiting behind.
Jumping queue is 1 matter, they even resort to pushing you. Why cant u be more patient! it's not as though the people there will not let you buy or what! It's like if you dun pay this moment, you will die! So barbaric! So uncivilized! Damn piss!

Ayway forget abt the irritating stuff. Yesterday saw a funny scene. A guy was doing sth while walking. And the next moment he bump into a lamp-post! lolx. Ok i sound mean but i alr tried my best not to laugh it out so loud muhaha.

2007-09-12T01:19:00.001+08:00

who understand me??

I hate waiting -_-

2007-09-08T21:42:00.000+08:00

Today acc my mom for her check-up. It's so frustrating coz have to wait for 2 hrs plus before we were done. Furthermore i did not sleep well the night before and is desperately in need of sleep zzz.

Have to wait at the registration, den after that wait to get appointment for next checkup den WAIT furthermore to pay n get medicine. Haiz din know tt Singapore is full of sick pple -_-"

Initial was feeling ok but the waiting really make me edgy n irritable. Just feeling like picking a fight with someone.

Haiz have to learn to be more patient.

Sunflower plz

2007-09-07T02:56:00.000+08:00

Although Im not a lover of flower, I take a liking in sunflower. Dont u think that sunflower make you feel happy??

Dunno why have this sudden urge to hope that i can receive flowers. I have nvr receive flowers in my whole life. Well perhaps not tt bad, so far i received twice, once from mel and another time during my prom night. But this kind of situation is the time whereby everyone will buy flowers for everyone to congrate or whatsoever.

I dun think i will ever receive one in my whole life. Perhaps I will have to buy one for myself. It will be a miracle if my darling buys one for me, coz he will rather die than seen with a flower. N since he can be so unromantic to the extent that he said that "Valentine's day is someone else's death anniversary. Why should we celebrate a death anniversary??" So what can i say since it's the truth that it's St Valentine's death anniversary (hope i spell correctly).

Sort of envy my frd tt her other half will somehow surprise her with surprises. At the minimal he will plan for valentine or other activities that she will like.

Oh well it's my own choice cant really grumble much. Although he is not romantic or watever which can get boring sometimes, at least he is still nice to me.

Perhaps i shld just get a flower myself to give myself some comfort.

Tiong bahru clan first overseas trip in BATAM

2007-08-28T03:29:00.000+08:00

Last weekend, went to Batam for a 2D1N holi with the tiong bahru clan haha. Feel like a millionaire there!! Things are super duper cheap (although i overshot my budget :P) and it's so relaxing. I miss the jacuzzi and the body massage. It's so cooooool and shiok! Haha but feel a bit paiseh naked in front of another person :X . After the massage, I was quite stoned because it is really too shiok. I wanna try other massage again!!!

Hahah JL was so cute.. She was laughing throughout the massage session coz it's too ticklish. Luckily we were doing together so at least we can talk to each other. Poor YG had to do it alone.. =P

JL n me after the Massage (with the beautiful scenery behind us). 　

After 疏通静脉 we went to Mega Mall for lunch cum dinner and SHOPPING!! We had a sumptuous meal with just about S$6 per pax. OMG!! After our satisfying meal and some window shopping, we settled down at GODIVA for coffee for a break. Somehow i just feel that the services at Batam seems better than Sg.

Enjoying our super-cheapo lunch cum dinner! YUMMY!! corn+asparagus soup, crabs, kangkong w cuttlefish & fish
Me, JL, YG (Lao da lolx) & YW from the tiong bahru clan @ Godiva

In the supermarket we somehow got a bit crazy abt the prices of the grocery. Not forgetting out long forgotten A&W. I have already forgotten the last time i had curly fries!!

enjoying our soggy A&W n pizza in the middle of the night!

one of Me n JL acting cute photos

All of us were shagged during the 2nd day. Although there is a hiccup which quite pissed me off, the day went quite smoothly. Well the disadvatage of following a tour is that you need to wait for inconsiderate tour mates (or enemy). And this kind of thing has to happen early in the morning when im still feeling grouchy... -_-

I actually quite enjoy the Smiling Buddha Temple. It is so huge. Hahha forgot how many hectares liao.. Not paying attention while the tour guide is talking :D

A pity we did not have much time to explore and walk around the temple. I wan to go back there again!

The famou "Smiling Buddha", whom my bro look so much like :P

My 1st qian, which is a 上上签!!! <姻缘良>!! =D

The seafood lunch was so-so but the steamfish is not bad. I stil like the kangkong with cuttlefish we had on the first day. It was fantastic!!!!!!!!!

Hahah well the 4 of us had fun taking stupid pics! this is wat i like.. taking lame pics muhaha

the "1-2-5-confirmed-cute" poses

AHHHH!!! the 2-headed monster!!
Tapau!!

This shortgetaway is worth it! I want to go for the massage again!!!

sweet old memories

2007-08-10T20:53:00.000+08:00

On national day, meet up with my old TD batchmates. It's quite funny since in the past we will be very busy during NDP (for those who are involved) due to the parade.

Time flies so fast. It has been ages since we have seen each other. I have already lost count when is the last time we have seen each other. Miss those good old days when we taste the sweet n bitter times together. Although life during that times was tough but luckily everyone was there for everyone haha.

Everyone still looks the same. Even though we have not meet up for a long time, there is no awkwardness, it just like we are back to the good old times.

Kuo Hsiu, Wendy, Jo (our 3 mannequins :P), me, Huimin, Yee Pei, Mel, Yuheng & Jianfu (the thorn among the roses)

Me "pulling string" from JF

Been fun knowing these bunch of crazy frds. Because of them, life in red cross was never boring!

I cut my hair!

2007-08-09T21:48:00.000+08:00

Nothing to be excited about but to me it's sth big lol. I have been keeping my hair short since Im a baby and it's the first time I am keeping my hair long. I am quite satisfied with this haircut i have though i found it too girly for me.

I am a gal but I am quite tomboyish in terms of character. And i dun like to be too girl too haha.

Cannot really see my hair colour from the picture but the colour is well.. hmmm.. okish coz i hope that it can be brighter. Oh well... Next time going to try more outrageous colour haha..

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