Think recently my post been very depressing, time to write something happy..
My frd's bf had proposed to her and they are getting married next happy. So happy for her since they have been in a relationship for about 8 years. Of course I'm excited partly coz Im going to be her bridesmaid. I have nvr been one and is looking forward to it.

Besides being happy, the news also make me realise that it seems like we are reaching another so-called turning point in our life. We are actually old enough to get married. I begin to wonder what my future be like. I have never thought of settling down since we are still considered young. But the thought of being married actually terrified me too. I dont want to grow old alone but I dont want to get married also. I have also begin to feel that my life is so empty with no achievement. I have no skills. What do I want in future? My future seems so far away.
24 - an age when you are not young or old..