Been working for 2 weeks but I have been doing nothing, except reading newspaper and shake legs. So bored! I understand that they don't want to overwhelm me with the work but I feel that I am wasting time. Haha... Should do something more constructive, like relearn my Japanese lolx.. Well I should treasure this period too since when work begin to start officially I may not have the opportunity to knock off on the dot.

Actually I am quite worried about my own capability. I am not sure I am up to the job or not. Needs to have a lot of background knowledge which I am bad at and is something which I don't have. Seriously I need to build up my knowledge but I don't know where to start from. T_T

My darling got the reply from Rikkyo to go for SEP on April but my boss plans to send me for a course on june which will stretch up to August, so my plan to go Japan on July is blasted. T_T

I WANT TO GO JAPAN!!!!