Sunflower plz

Although Im not a lover of flower, I take a liking in sunflower. Dont u think that sunflower make you feel happy??

Dunno why have this sudden urge to hope that i can receive flowers. I have nvr receive flowers in my whole life. Well perhaps not tt bad, so far i received twice, once from mel and another time during my prom night. But this kind of situation is the time whereby everyone will buy flowers for everyone to congrate or whatsoever.

I dun think i will ever receive one in my whole life. Perhaps I will have to buy one for myself. It will be a miracle if my darling buys one for me, coz he will rather die than seen with a flower. N since he can be so unromantic to the extent that he said that "Valentine's day is someone else's death anniversary. Why should we celebrate a death anniversary??" So what can i say since it's the truth that it's St Valentine's death anniversary (hope i spell correctly).

Sort of envy my frd tt her other half will somehow surprise her with surprises. At the minimal he will plan for valentine or other activities that she will like.

Oh well it's my own choice cant really grumble much. Although he is not romantic or watever which can get boring sometimes, at least he is still nice to me.

Perhaps i shld just get a flower myself to give myself some comfort.