Haiz so sianzz.. i wan to change job!!!

hmmmm 怪怪的。。。

Something scary happen to me 2 days ago!!! Hmm quite a long story have to start the story from me having my course now...

The course im attending now is held concurrently w another lang course so there are 2 diff classes. So I dunno all in the other class but since we know who we are we will just 打招呼coz of courtesy sake.

2 days ago after class as usual i was waiting for my frds at the front gate. Suddenly a guy from the other class just pop out n pass a present with a note to me! I was so stunned I dunno how to react!! Before I can recover n return the thing to him, he 'ran' off.

Shit! What am I supposed to do with the present?! Argh!! so paiseh!! Luckily course ending in 2 days time if not dunno how to avoid him.. crap!! I was so freak out!!

Ok I think it might be a bit late to post my convo photos now but hey late is better than none isnt it??

Convo is fun because of my great pals - the chair n vice-chair of the 38 club heh. The ceremony quite boring though. But I kind of regret that I did not bring my cam along so that i can take pics inside with my groupmates but oh well..

Stupid me din check the lifespan of my cam and in the end i only manage to take a few pics before declaring its death. Luckily Jieqi brought her professional cam along. Haha and so we were able to take "mei mei" pics. So most of my pics are with her. May post more when i receive all the pics from her. Anyway I love all the pics we took coz I think it's very hilarious lolx. Sad to say all the funny pics with JQ T_T


My parents are graduating too lolx


Me and my family


Advertising pic for NUS recruitment =D


3 career women lolx

I was so delight to open my heart to you
I was so happy when you walk into my heart
I thought you would be the last
I have never expect that you would close your heart
I thought by opening mine you would open your's too
But I was wrong
Too wrong
Very wrong

You break the very heart that I open up to you
Left me alone to pick up the broken pieces
I tried my best to glue the broken pieces
Thought that you will be gone from my heart once I mend it
Yet halfway through the mending
You want me to open up my heart
To allow you to enter again
To allow you to mend my heart

I hand the keys to my heart to you once again
Thinking my fragmented heart will be whole again
I'm wrong once again
You have chosen to smash it into smaller pieces
Once again you left
Leaving me alone to fix the fragmented pieces

How am I going to gather the fragmentation?
How am I going to mend the pieces?
How am I going to make it whole?
How am I going to make the scar disappear?

I have lost my key
How am I going to open up my heart?

I hate you
For losing my key
I hate you
For abandoning me alone to fix it
I hate you
For I wouldnt know how to open it again
I hate you
For making me trust you yet losing the trust again
I hate you
Cause i couldnt bring myself to hate you...

wouldnt it be good if there is a pill that allows you to forget about everything once you consume it?

Year 2008 is a sucky year with so many deaths and separation. It seems to be a lesson to remind me that death and separation are inevitable part of life. So to treasure the people around you.

I believe that putting in your 100% will translate to show how much you treasure a person. However it seems like this "logic" is flawed. Putting in your 100% is nothing if not reciprocated. Putting in your 100% will only serve to hurt you more, and create unneccessary delusion. Creating confusion, uncertainty and pain.

So to prevent the same thing from happening, should I adopt an indifferent attitude? Should I just put in 75% or less of my effort instead of all?

I thought I can accept it coolly. Yet another delusion created by myself. But I believed I can overcome it. It's not the first time but I sure hope it's the last time.